i like being drunk....

alcohol covers a multitude of life's little dramas in a thick, hazy layer of "who gives a shit anymore."

in spite of it all though, i wish i could just meet a girl who is there, who wants to be with me, who likes being with me, who isn't too busy with all the other shit in her life to do stuff with me. some may say i am clingy, not at all, i just need to know i won't be taken for granted, that i am not last in the life of a person whom i would place first.

i am sure it will happen one day soon....


yours alcoholically

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happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me....

ah, another friday night at home alone, just myself for company. i really have to find someone to share my life with (such as my life is, meh).

oh well, back to work, work and more work and saving up to have a real holiday for the first time in god knows how long.


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