i spent the day driving across town to visit a friend, i got cut off about 4 or 5 times, which got me to thinking about this society we live in, about how it seems to be so full of ignorance, arrogance, and indifference to others. there are days when i feel like i am drowning in an ocean of indifference, because i am not loud, aggressive or competitive. not being that way doesn't realy worry me, i would sooner follow the way of peace, and try to quietly carve out my own niche in this world.

some people are just jerks though, ignorant, intolerant, indifferent.

there's a better way for all of us...

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sometimes i worry, a lot.

this week i have been feeling very isolated and withdrawn from the world. life tends be a journey through light and dark places, and right now it feels like a very dark place. i am definitely feeling like i can't seem to get ahead in my love life, and it is getting to me. i am trying very hard to focus on other things instead, but it is not working. i work all week and feel like i have no life on the weekends. especially i have been chatting to someone and it is going nowhere and has been for sometime and i feel like telling her to piss off.

maybe it is all just frustrating me a bit too much, might be time to go out and work off this aggression somewhere.

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