A Nice Relaxing Evening

It's another Saturday night here for me, recovering from having a few too many last night and staying up late.  Was going to go out again but have instead chosen to come home and recover.  I was hoping to take off to Sydney for a work gig with a trade show, which would have involved two days work and a bit of playing tourist, but alas it seems I have been dashed in my hopes of securing a couch or a floor to crash out on for the week, and I sincerely don't want to sleep in the back of the truck.

I am slowly working through the whole getting over Sue process.  I have my days of feeling angry about things, but I am determined to remain in a place of gratitude for the good things. I take this opportunity to express to her my apologies for the times I failed her as a partner, and to forgive her for the things that hurt me and made me feel let down.  I wish you well Sue, may the universe life you up and let you find happiness and success in life, I bless you to go forward and grab hold of your dreams.

In the meantime my immediate plans are to finish the current university subject I am undertaking, and I am determined to pass and put it behind me.  I will certainly take on another subject or two at some time in the future, but for the moment I need to consolidate things, work and save some money ready for the next set of adventures I want to embark upon.  I have suffered a great disappointment and sadness, but I also recognize that this is part of something bigger than me, and I now have the opportunity to do some new and different things and see new places and enjoy some friendship and good company.

Wish me well...